I am taking time to get back to finding happiness ( and there has been so much... I've just been a bit numb to it all. ) Thank God for my camera phone. It has allowed me to capture the good when it happened... as proof that it did.
As I looked through and downloaded all of the pics from my phone, I saw those funny little boys who make me smile, a birthday for my son, a hike with my honey, a manicure by my twinnie, work, coffee, driving ( alot), snow shoveling, soccer, snuggling, and lastly, there was apparently a lot of food making and eating.
Because when there are days filled with tears, it is hard to recall the good.
I know that it is there and I am so very thankful that it is.
I am slowly finding it.
Returning to this space and sharing is feeling very cathartic for me.
I will also be returning to We Deserve This...because I do deserve that.